Mo'Hawk & Headphones

I’m such a mess right now, if anyone who reads this has ever been in a situation where they feel like they would do ANYTHING for their partner…. The one they love, yet that person doesn’t seem to have the same kind of dedication to you… Then i’m sure you know my pain. It’s not like he doesn’t love me or loves me less, its just that he doesn’t seem to have the same determination to protect our love that I have and quite honestly it really hurts my feelings. I’m not a weak person, never have been but this is just such a bummer :’(

I haven’t been on tumblr in sooooooo long and i kinda miss it here, blogging and communicating with complete strangers lol; to someone like me, who really doesn’t trust people easily, its kinda nice. I’m blessed with so many wonderful very close friends IRL but none of which i’d like to bring down with me in my depression just cuz i love them so much, I don’t even want them to worry about me like this. Plus I’m the funny one, how am i suppose to be the funny one if I’m depressed lol… But thank you strangers, for reading this (if you did in fact read it)

I’m expecting most of y’all to disregard this anyways, but its nice to vent to a wall and not look/feel crazy lol :P